C'mon, cut me some frickin slack brain!
Months in the making, the meeting and decision I have been waiting for is just around the corner, and yet I still can't sleep. I am not over-thinking what will happen in the meeting, much to my surprise. Instead I just have an over active mind that just refuses to shut up and let me sleep.
Anything and everything is fair game. These are not thoughts full of dread and fear of anything. Just.... thoughts! It makes no sense to me at all.
Granted sleep has aways been the enemy, but still.
Maybe it is because at the moment I feel I have less to worry about that I am simply more aware of some of the utter rubbish that goes through my mind at night. Whatever it is, right now I am so very aware that I struggle to get off to sleep at night. Although it has to be said, if I wake during the night, I can get back off to sleep again much better at the moment. Maybe I am just being greedy and wanting too much from life lol.