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Empty and lonely.
Often I try and catch a screengrab of my life and current mood, so to speak. To try and accurately reflect what it REALLY is…
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Self imposed solitary confinement.
Yesterday turned out to be the turning point I have been expecting for a while now, and my god it turned fast. Like a jet…
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Bollox to it!
After deep thought and careful contemplation, the final outcome to my recent train of thought, is, “bollox to it”.A lot has gone on over recent…
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All a bit strange..
Just thought I would try and put into words how I am feeling right now, as I don’t seem to be able to understand it…
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